Avoidance

Im constantly in pain in some way or another. Stomach pain, dystonia, headache, emotional pain, or the pain im feeling in my head that never goes away. When i have attacks at school, i try to put off telling them until it gets worse. They try to remind me we can dodge most of the pain, and to me that seems so different, not having to survive through all the pain. I'd love for this pain i feel to go away so i can live, for these symptoms to leave so i can help. I just can't live a full life after this, im too tired. My body tries to go into a seizure and it cant because its out of energy.